Trying to remind myself there's a reason the universe tells you no.
It's really easy to get caught up in what people think of you and use that value system to assess your worth. And it's equally easy to get sucked into the spiral of identity and "I must be worthless if they say I am" and all that insanity. Many a suicide is predicated on this falsehood.
So I got a no today. In the weirdest way. It led to a really uncomfortable conversation that ended abruptly.
Reminding myself that I can't place the wrong people in charge of assessing my worth. It nearly got away from me today.
Need to reassess my priorities and figure out what gets my time. It's not like I have a whole lot of it to waste.
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