I was reading back though my blog last night, and amazed at how little has changed.
Sure, the kids are older; I was hoping that I would see an arc of change. COVD has altered the arc to such a point that it seems more like we are back where we started, except now time is running out, doors are closing, my elder is losing ground daily, and I can't seem to put a stop to it.
All I can think is that I am tired, I am sad, and feel like I am staring into the abyss. Again.
I started PT hoping to stop some of the ravages of time, and it seems to have hastened them instead.
So add broken to the list.
Sadness is overwhelming today. I will take my coffee outside and hope that fixes my head.
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