So the boys went forth in the world, boarding a bus for Durham, NC and spending a week exploring some place new. They made and paid for their own arrangements.
Elder traveled out to Ohio last week and found out the hard way about missed connection and canceled legs.
I spent last week on the water and making my peace with all the change I cannot change. I’m not there, yet.
This morning I had an early morning dream wherein I lost elder, then v 5.0. I stopped the car I was in because I saw him in a field with a house behind. By the time I got to where I had seen him last, he had disappeared.
Someone arrived and noted that loss happens, and moved on, leaving me to seek and not find.
And I find it upsetting on reflection, because it is true.
